Quick one!

Just a quick update to tell you what a great weekend I just had.

We went down to Bundalong with the 'crew' to have a bit of a ski and a natter. Those weekends are HARD emotionally. Harder than the other times that we go down to Melbourne. When we go to Melbourne we're usually running around so much that we don't have time to really connect with our friends or family again. But when you've got just over 4 days together, you just feel as if you're caught up on everything, and then it's time to go.

It really makes me realise how much we're not a part of thier lives anymore. And it bloody hurts. I often feel like I am with a group of peole who I am just getting to know....and I've known most of these guys for more than 10 years! And I know that they don't live in each other's pockets, but I still feel disjointed. It's only been 18 months. I know that I'm sure to get used to it, but it will take a while.

I had a big talk with Natty about it, and she was just as awesome as ever. She's got some sort of understanding of what I'm going through, and also knows that there's a lot more to it than just 'missing people'. Thanks Nat. I love you for staying up so late with me and making sure that I was okay.

At least we get to see Nat, Lyndon and the boys again in a couple of weeks, and then it's only a couple of weeks until Christmas and we're back in Melbourne.

I'm good though. Nothing it worry about with regards to my mental state guys. Ha ha!
See you all soon.
K xx