Crappy
It's amazing the difference two days can make. I've gone from "on top of the world" to " don't give a damn about anything".
I'm tired and grumpy and fat and uncomfortable and in pain and just plain shitty. I can't sleep because I can't get comfortable and when I do, I get woken up by cramping/contraction things. Then I can't get back to sleep, because I have to take note if it happens again, and again, and the regularity of them (if any). So I'm just plain old buggered.
And Cal is no better, because he's been having a shit time of it at work, so the last thing that he needs is to come home to a tired and grumpy wifey. So I try to be upbeat, but....today I just can't. And he's not sleeping either as his phone's been going off in the middle of the night, and his brain's been working overtime, so we're both in very similar situations.
It's a hard time in our house at the moment. I just hope that it all works itself out soon. We need the baby to be born, and the market to do something positive, and then we'll all be happy.
I think that we need to get out on the weekend and DO something as a family, and try to take our minds off teh negative stuff that's been happening. It's meant to be a fine weekend. Maybe that's the solution.
Sorry if I've bought you down, or if I've bored you to tears, it's just something that I needed to get out. I don't think that many people read this thing anyway, so it's no biggie. Just a place for me to get my thoughts down.
8 comments:
Hey there Kirst, Hope it all gets better for you both soon - Cant wait to see some pics of your new little one - I have your blog on my bloglines and have been watching your belly grow - gosh it has gone quick too!!! Good luck with all!!! All the best!
Kell
OH big snuggles for you babe - not much longer now, promise. I know that doesn't help. Each time I see a blog update for you my heart skips a little thinking its THE news. Best of luck and I'm sure deep down Cal really doesn't mind you being crabby! xoxoxox
Wont be too much longer and the bub will be here, go enjoy a movie,take Ardyn to a dummy spit one or mum and bub or whatver they are called, and do some scrap shopping, and have a pedicure- you will feel much better
HUgs
Hope things improve Kirst - I went through the no sleeping, uncomfortable thing for about 5 months with my pregnancy. Now it's no sleeping getting up to baby - but that is worth it! Not long now til you meet the little one!
Kirst - hope things pick up for you soon. Won't be long until this baby arrives now. Don't feel bad about venting. That's what girlfriends are for. All the best and look forward to hearing some good news soon.
Im sure we can all understand what you are dealing with kirst, my hip pains are still fresh in my mind. Lol
Hope you are feeling better today.
Oh Kirst love, I really hope you guys DID get to go out on the weekend together. Those last few weeks are so hard hey? *big hugs*
Love Chrissy x
Hey you:)
Just hang in there:)
try and think about the sweet little bunble coming your way..
*fiona*
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